
By: Joy Elaine
| The cold, metal doorknob turns
easily in my hand. As I push the door open, it groans
with an eeriness sounding like the moans of a tired old
man. The clock in the corner is ticking away,
methodically measuring lost time. The walls of my
sparsely furnished room are bare and cold; I wander over
to my old comfortable chair. The chair creaks softly with
a comforting sound as I settle back and rest my head
against its frame. Slowly, I reach forward and
open the drawer of the desk. Inside, my hand moves over
the soft, leather cover of my diary. Lifting it from it's
customary resting place, I lay the old, worn book on top
of the desk. The tips of my fingers move over the cover;
I feel the familiar, worn spot just to the side of the
clasp, and I begin to think back over the years. The old book opens easily
within my hands and I begin to turn the pages slowly,
looking for an empty page. Each page seems to whisper to
me as it stands up in my hand, and settles back onto the
other side of the book with a slight rustling sound. The clock seems to be watching
me as it sits timelessly, ticking away the minutes. Taking my pen between my
fingers, I begin to notice how the skin on my hand has
begun to resemble the old, worn leather of the book.
Placing the tip of the pen against the smooth, yellowed
paper, my thoughts began filling the page. My mother took a deep
breath and told me to go see if somehow they got
misplaced. I felt even more guilty for lying to my
mother, because she had not scolded me. As I opened the
door of my room, I found Jeffrey, my little brother
sitting in the middle of my floor. My baseball cards were
spread out all around him along with the remains of his
peanut butter and jelly sandwich. "Jeffrey! Get out of
my room!" I picked up my prized Hank Aaron card and
noticed a huge grape jelly thumb print right in the
middle of the card. Jeffrey dropped his teddy bear and
went running out of my room; I slammed the door behind
him. Remembering that my mother wanted my dirty clothes,
I walked over to my bed. I reached underneath the corner
where I had pushed them, but I couldn't feel them. I
pushed the blankets up and looked under the bed. It
seemed darker than usual and I couldn't see my clothes.
One sock was lying beneath my bed, all alone. Suddenly, a
gust of wind swirled through my room and the windows were
forced open. I felt my eyes growing larger as my sock was
quickly sucked into a dark hole beneath my bed. I wanted
to run, but felt as if I had been cemented to the floor.
I opened my mouth to yell, but my voice could not be
found. My heart was beating wildly in my chest and I
finally managed to get onto my feet. I ran for the door
without thinking; I had to get away. "Mom!" I yelled
out as I tried to catch my breath. "Something under
my bed . . ." I gasped for another breath,
"something took my clothes!" "Norman, calm down.
What's the matter?" my mother knelt down beside me
and asked. She had placed her hand on my face and looked
concerned. "Something took my
clothes. They just disappeared." I took a deep
breath, and stepped away from my mother a little. I
didn't want my mother to notice I was nearly crying, and
besides I was eleven and a half years old, not a baby
like Jeffery. My mother walked back to my
room with me to prove that nothing could take my clothes.
She opened the door. "Norman? Why are your
windows open?" She quickly closed them. "The hole under my
bed, did it." I pointed toward my bed. My mother pulled the
blankets up, showing me there was nothing under my bed. "See Norman. There is
no hole under your bed." She smiled, "This is
the first time I have seen it clean under here." She
stood up and walked out of my room. I had seen something under
there. I had an idea; I had to test it; maybe something
needed to be under the bed for it to happen. What would I
use to make it come back? I looked around my room. It
already had most of my clothes. I didn't want to lose any
of my good stuff. Jeffrey's teddy bear. . . that'll work.
The little creep deserves it anyway for ruining my cards. With the bait in my hands I
lifted the blanket. I leaned down and slowly slid the
bear underneath my bed. I heard my door open and Jeffrey
rushed in. "What are you doing
with Harry?" Jeffrey whined. I began to feel a little
guilty, after all Harry was Jeffrey's favorite toy.
Suddenly, the windows flew open and I felt Harry being
pulled away. I watched as the hole began to open and I
tried to pull Harry back. I could hear Harry's stitches
being pulled and torn. I abruptly fell backwards and
watched Harry being pulled down into the swirling, black
hole of nothing. I sat there, looking at the
dismembered arm of Harry, when Jeffrey jumped on top of
me. "What did you do to
Harry?" Jeffrey grabbed the arm from my hand and
began to crawl under my bed. "Jeffrey! , No!"
I tried to grab him, but he was gone before I could reach
him. I heard him screaming. I didn't know what to do; I
didn't want to admit that I was too scared to go down
there after him. Jeffrey's screams faded as the hole
slowly began to close. I sat there looking at the space
that had just swallowed up my little brother. "Norman?" My mother's hand was on my shoulder. "Why won't you answer me? Why are these windows open
again?" "Jeffrey's gone. I
tried to grab him, but the hole swallowed him." I
pointed to the bed, "He went under there; I tried to
stop him." "Are you two fighting
again? I wish the two of you would learn to get
along." My mother lifted up the blanket to look for
Jeffrey. I felt the gust of wind blowing through my room. "Mom, don't look under
there." It had already caught her; she was quickly
pulled down into the hole. I could hear my mother's
screams as she was pulled deeper inside, then it closed. My room had gone silent;
the faint ticking of my clock seemed to grow louder as it
measured the minutes passing away. Darkness began to
drape over my room, casting fiendish shadows upon the
walls. The large, luminescent, full moon peeked through
the branches of the tree that were waving slowly in the
wind, causing them to look like long, boney fingers
reaching through my window. I grabbed my blanket; I
threw it over my head and waited for sleep. I was startled awake by a
loud noise. A gust of wind caused the windows to fly
open. I peeked over the top of the blanket and I saw the
wall of my room begin to ripple and wave as if it were
under water. The hole began to open; it was growing
larger. The center of the hole was unending blackness. In
the midst of the swirling, black nothing were eyes, so
many eyes looking out at me. I thought I heard my
mother's voice calling out from a cloud that was swirling
around in the black emptiness. Were those my mother's
eyes? I could no longer endure looking into that sea of
searching eyes. I pulled the blanket over my head and
wrapped it tightly around myself. I felt hidden from
whatever was growing in my room. I listened to the
ticking of my clock. The repetitious ticking faded into
the background as it lulled me to sleep. I woke up fighting my way
out of my blanket. It seemed to be pulling me down as if
it were trying to restrain me in my chair. The sun was up
and I could hear the birds outside my open window. The
birds did not seem to be singing their happy, carefree
songs this morning. They seemed to be crying out a
warning for others to hear. Their voices seemed to be
chaotic and fearful. I leaned out the window and I saw
it. The hole. What had been the park was
now a huge abyss of eyes. There were not many people in
the streets and the people I did see were being pulled
against their will into the black pit. The birds were
frantically fighting the force of the wind, most of them
losing their battle. The hole closed slowly as the last
living thing was being pulled in. I was left in a silent
world. The only sound was the constant ticking of the
clock that reminded me I was still here. My stomach tightened and I
heard a rumble. Mom wasn't here to cook breakfast and I
was hungry. She was going to get groceries, but she
couldn't do that now. I decided to go down the street and
see if there was anyone at the grocery store. I stepped outside and began
walking down the street. The wind was slightly blowing
and the only noises I heard were the crisp leaves as they
brushed against each other. I saw no one, no dogs, no
birds, only vacant houses and empty cars. There was an
abandoned bicycle laying in the street. I felt my stomach
tighten again; I wasn't sure if it was out of hunger or
fear, but I continued to walk toward the grocery store. I
was passing Junior's house now. His basketball was
resting in the gutter in the front of his house. Just around the corner was
the grocery store; I began to run and as I came to the
automatic doors, they opened welcoming me inside. The
building seemed to echo. I didn't see anyone. I found a
grocery cart and began filling it with food. I put
several packages of Oreo cookies in the cart and opened
one package and began eating them as I walked through the
aisles. I got a carton of milk, Nestles Quik, a six-pack
of Coca Cola and I found a box of Hershey chocolate bars.
Then I filled the cart with Spaghetti-O's and decided to
take my groceries home. I pushed the cart full of
groceries toward my house as I ate Oreo cookies and
washed them down with a bottle of Coca Cola. I walked into the kitchen and
found the grocery cart. There were only three cans of
Spaghetti-O's and one can of Ravioli left. In the bottom
drawer of my desk sits a box of M&M's, but they have
begun to change colors. The last time I had tasted one,
it was like biting into gray, gritty wax and it seemed to
just crumble in my mouth. I spit it back out and have
never opened another bag. I took out a can of
Spaghetti-O's and carefully opened it with the can
opener. I found my fork and sat down at the table; I
slowly ate my familiar meal. I rolled the cold, saucy
pasta around in my mouth and then swallowed. It wasn't
long before the can was empty. I walked over to the sink
and rinsed off my fork, then walked toward the back door
and opened it. I threw the can through the air, watching
as it landed perfectly on top of the mountain of cans in
the backyard. I heard the can clank against the others
and clatter and clang as it rolled down the mountain
finally finding a resting place along the bottom of the
pile. Before closing the door I
noticed the sun was beginning to fade behind the hills.
The sky that had been a soft blue, full of cotton candy
clouds, was now a brilliant orange with soft streaks of
pink. The trees had become dark, silhouette statues that
seemed to be guarding the isolated town. However, it was
a futile fight; the hole would sneak up on its victims,
swallowing everyone in its path. They became prisoners
inside that deep, black, swirling pit of nothing. The
tree soldiers returned each and every night, diligently
standing their ground. I pulled the door toward me and
heard the latch fall into place; I then retreated to my
room. With each passing day, more
and more television stations disappeared. It was not long
before there were no stations left; I no longer bothered
turning the television on. I found my mother's radio and
brought it into my room. Each evening I would turn the
radio on and listen; it was reassuring to hear a human
voice. I would sit back in my chair and pull the blankets
tightly around myself, as I closed my eyes. The voice
would talk to me, and for a moment in time I did not feel
all alone. I had grown accustomed to
the sudden gust of wind that entered my room with no
warning, always bringing with it that monstrous, black
hole. I noticed with each returning visit that it was
growing larger as it consumed town after town. Sometimes,
I thought I heard my mother calling my name, but the
sounds coming from the hole were so distorted, I could
never be sure. I don't know why the hole
continued to return to my room. I don't know why I was
the only one that was left alive in my town. I am not
sure how long it has been since that monster appeared
underneath my bed. Has it been months, perhaps even
years? I don't know if my appearance is changing because
of the time that has passed, or whether it is the effect
of the hole. I am not sure if its victims are being held
against their will, tormented constantly in that
revolving, black hole or are they in another place in
time, possibly living a better life. The only thing I was
sure of, was the fact that I was too scared to join them. Norman's room . . . the bare walls frame the sparsely furnished room. The windows wide open, and the shutters bang methodically against the house as they are caught in the breeze. A worn, quilted blanket drapes over one arm of a large chair. An opened book sits on the top of the desk. Now and then a page is caught in the breeze, causing it to stand; the page flutters and dances in the wind. Across from the desk in the opposite corner is a large clock. The constant ticking echos through the room, measuring ageless time. |